“You have to forgive to forget, and forget, to feel again.”
Yes, I knew that look, it’s haunting me for the whole last year for having courage to walk alone, I frankly didn’t have enough courage to stare at your eyes. It was damn complicated. It was definitely not so easy coming out of it but somehow it was worth it. Let’ say the story beyond the pages.
She was my best friend and I was as usually walking with her, she, holding my hand, keeping her head to my hands, eyes closed. We were walking from Nalco to Pal Heights, she was talking about her lots of terrible dilemma, how she ended up late for two seconds and some other girl has occupied the bathroom and it got extended for an hour, how she was waiting then tried to sleep in instalments and hereby how she was fighting with her hunger as well as anger for missing her breakfast.
In our last few days, my heads became a hard-rock but everytime I come to her, there was so much unconditional tensions of her, I went busy to take care of them and however Pain was inevitable due to my break-up, she made my suffering is optional and revived me back.
Then I was settled, I started the firm Dirtyminds and it turned out so hell that I had to delete the facebook page having 30k likes as I was getting 3-4 website works every day. It became a real lol when a porn company wanted to buy the domain for 2000 USD and then it became another hell when I was offered 50000 USD for my theme Niser11 which is rightly know as Grandcollage from Goodlayers.
However, I was happy, things progressed, I am still with her and will be with her cause if she leaves my fingers fallen apart from hers, I will be fallen apart and I know there will be no rise. I love her but the worst possible oxymoron is you introduced my best smile (her) to me.
So, you don’t owe an apology, Some relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.. So I found one finally which is made of fiber :D